Hello

Lol, it has been a little over three days since my last post. It's funny the way that things go. Before I reset my password, i was feigning to blog I needed to do it to share. But, lately I don't know. It's like honestly what am I afraid of. I've had time. It's just the next couple of topics are rough for me, and I know that I'm not REALLY sharing them with anyone. Although I kinda am, does that make sense? This past weekend, went pretty good. We had Michael's play at the home, then Sunday we ALL went to church then the beach. We all had a good time. Even Jesse and I seemed to be doin well. Then that night when I got home it all went bad. I just wanna be the Desi from early June. Now I'm SO Un-happy, depressed, angry and bitter, crazy and now even suffering from insomnia. Just Great! So, I'm workin up the nerve to blog, especiallywhile it's still fresh in my head. We will see. Here's some beach pics tho: