...bout that time

To get my blog on lol. Umm, ok so tomorrow were off to D'land. Again, and the kids are all ubber excited. 11 of us goin this time, lots of people, lots of kids and hopefully lots of fun. Can't wait. My brother and Christine are goin with us this time, and no chuck. But were takin my friend Antalina from work with us. So right now the house is crazy with kids and stuff. Come on MONDAY!!!
As for Jesse and I were ok, I think. Lately it's been good. But I still find myself frustrated and thinking or maybe over thinking a lot of things. I know that it isn't good for me it's just where I find myself at the moment. On sat, we were texting while I was at work. And I took notice at the fact that a lot of our responses were one worded. Yup, Cool, Ok, whatever lol etc. etc.... So I had text him and said that there was a new rule and that for now on we couldn't respond that way. No more one worded responses. I explained to him that I want us to be the way we were. And that I thought that would help strengthen our communication. So that lasted about a day, earlier today while texting he responded with jus one word, I called him on it. And his response was so did you. So I told him I only did cause you did, which he of course said no. So I let it go it's a petty thing to fight about so whatever. Then during another convo less then a hour later he responds "oh". So I tell him Oh is another one word response. He say's we gotta change that rule of yours. It upset me but whatever, he either one thinks we have a lot to talk bout or two doesn't care. I told him that it was to help strengthen our communications skills and lack there of. But OK. I give. He says "Nooo, never mined it's OK." Well after that I felt like I had even less to say. Our 9 years has been reduced to one worded comments and responses then fine, soon there wont be any communication at all.