against my better judgement...

So, we didn't speak all night until this morning but kept it brief. Like don't forget the kids lunch etc. etc.. I really didn't sleep much so after I ate I crawled into bed with him, I gave in and hugged him. It's so selfish of me. I was still upset but I know that if it's peace and sleep I need I find it in the arms of the same man that has made me feel this way in the 1st place. Then the urge hit. I decided to log on to his old myspace account. And, ................. his sent and trash are completely empty. Surprised, no not really his actions are that of a guilty man. Now, one might think that seein as how he hasn't used that account in a looooooooong time that maybe he deleted them. And I would maybe agree if I didn't know better. Amongst the fighting he had already given me the password, and I had already checked it bout a week after the "incident." So I know that the outbox and trash weren't empty. I had read some flirty emails. Then but they were one sided (kinda). But not much to bitch about seein as how I was goin through this other stuff. So, Now what to do??? He's sound asleep right now. I'm just so tired of the b.s. Do I tell him anything? I'll keep ya posted!