Sometimes...........[one of THOSE day's]

I feel like ramming my head into a wall. [please do not take me seriously....I don't need help]
Anyways I'm not always a wreck but there are days where I feel like "WHAT ELSE!?" I feel like I'm ALWAYS there for EVERYONE but if I turned around to see who would do all the things I do I see NO ONE. And I know it's my fault........Like this morning. So I had Bre [the baby] && June [the son.] And it hit me as I'm waiting there for Bre to fall asleep so I can shower. I never shower when I want to. And lol..... as my tummy growled I never eat when I want to. I cant sleep, I cant think. Then I noticed a missed call on my cell. Rose's school. Then I get a text. From the hub "Marlene's sick you need to get her." At this moment, I haven't yet showered I cant leave my 4yr old to watch a 6mo. old. Hence that is why I wait for her nap to get in. I put her down, still trying to fight it but..... almost out I jump in. I text my sister who is at work and ask if she's had her lunch! She responds "On my lunch, hey rose's school called" And my showers are sometimes my only "me"time. Sad I know! But I'm scrubbing my hair, brushin my teeth && washin up all at once. A knock "Bre's up"..... "there I go!" So I get out tryin to try another knock "SHE'S CRYING!!!!!" Lol the kid's get so paranoid when she cries. I'm out! Then a text, from the hub "nevermind" not to go get Rose. She went to the rest room then said she felt better so they let her out to lunch By now, I'm irritated out of my mind! My sister knows that Rose is sick at school, does she ask if I need her to get her?!?!? NO!! Another text the hub "don't forget to pay the light bill".

Again:
I cant eat, sleep, think shower or anythin for that matter when I wanna! They really shouldn't even ask my "to jump" anymore they should just say how "high".
It's not that I feel like the owe me anything, but this morning is a perfect example, I got up @ 5am to watch my nephew Daniel for an hour, hour and a half while my sis went to work and her hub came home from work. I did it no problem. But she can really take her hour lunch from work knowing that because of her shift I was up at 5, I'm home with two kid's no ride, my daughters sick and nothing!
Another text "she threw up, you need to get her".



I NEED A BREAK!!