Update

So, if you do not know I am as of today a whole 100+lbs lighter than I was at my last blog. I miss my blog I have soooooo much that I need to share. Big surprise there right? My life has always been one heck of a roller coaster ride. If it's not one thing then it's the other. As it goes, up to date other then the weight loss which might I add has been one heck of a emotional depressing and still on going challenge. My brother is still a loser, one who has inspired me to "flow" about him, haha he's such a wanna be. My mom was let go of her position at the K, and things with Al are about  the same here kids are crazy, she's a partying mess. Who might I add was recently in a car accident with my two children, luckily no one was hurt, but I believe she was driving "irresponsibly" although, no one will clarify my suspicions, the kids were terrified, still are. Jesse, well were still married, and nowa days I find it a little difficult to talk to him, like my new quote goes, were in the same boat just different rivers haha, seriously though .... I'ma mess. One big depressed mess, I need you... no one really relates. Not, that you do but at least through you, I get more than a word in edge wise. Let's see I HATE my job, could look for another but seriously lack the motivation and energy to do so. My education do to my personal choices are limited and I strongly believe that I would be trading one shitty job, for another. So with that being said, lol yea. I really do hate it though. Breanna, starts pre-school in August so that will lighten up some of my hours during the day, unless of course it's laundry day. I swear I've been buried under laundry forever now. THANK GOD, I tied them tubes. Uggh, I could just go on and on and on about all kinds of stuff. Really need the net, cause off of what I squeezed into this blog so far, has the potential to be broken down into a billion other blogs. I need the release.